I Called in Today - Tvbuu

I feel poisoned

I feel like I’m gonna die

I don’t even know

Why the fuck I think I am alive

I’m a piece of fucking shit

& I can tell

So I don’t try

I don’t care about this praying

Cause I won’t live in the sky

I’m a muthafuckin demon

I can hear them angels cry

I used to be a happy kid

Now I’m fucked up

And I know why

I’ve been drinking down these bottles

And I feel like im gone die

I am so fucking depressed

I do not think that I could cry

Look into my eyes

Everyday I wake up

I want to go back to sleep

If my life’s a simulation

Can you hit delete

Staring at the ceiling

Hearing voices calling me

I Stare inside the mirror

See the devil haunting me

It’s nothing new

This is my life

These angels call for me

I turn them down

Cause I don’t care

That’s how it’s gonna be

My girl she says she cares

But I don’t feel the harmony

I keep on drinking

But I slowly think it’s harming me

It’s seems like everyday

All I do is make decisions

Sometimes I don’t even know why the fuck I keep on living

I walked into a church and burned

Because I keep sinning

They tell me I should stop

But I do not

I keep on giving

Into to the darkness

As it starts to rip my soul apart

It’s inspiration

And the fuel I need to make this art

I am so cold

And I do not think that I have a heart

I crashed into a church

And then I put my car in park

Im feeling poisoned

I feel like I’m probably gonna die

& I don’t even know

Why the fuck I am alive

I am piece of shit

& I can tell

So I don’t try

I don’t care about praying

Cause I won’t live in the sky

Staring at the ceiling

Hearing voices calling me

I Stare inside the mirror

See the devil haunting me

It’s nothing new

This is my life

These angels call for me

I turn them down

Cause I don’t care

That’s how it’s gonna be