trapped in the thought of free - Faith Marie

I’m so sick of thinking

Too many minutes fleeing

Don’t want nothing to do with me

As far as I know I’m stuck in between

Time space dimensions beyond reach

So what’s the point of negativity

Some days I want a break from myself

But today don’t wanna fuck with no one else

I spent so long

Tryna free myself

Tryna find the hope they speak about

I spent so long

Tryna find myself

That I found myself

Trapped in the thought of free

I wish I believed in

All the things I’m reading

Follow like I’m wearing sheep’s skin

But darling nobodies innocent

Question everything like it’s a test

Sometimes I wish that my mind would rest

Let me bathe in ignorance

Close my eyes I just wanna breathe again

I spent so long

Tryna free myself

Tryna find the hope they speak about

I spent so long

Tryna find myself

That I found myself

Trapped in the thought of free

I look for places I can’t go

I want to feel things I can’t hold

I want to know things I don’t know

Just let me let go now

I look for places I can’t go

I want to feel things I can’t hold

I want to know things I don’t know

Just let me let go now

I spent so long

Tryna free myself

Tryna find the hope they speak about

I spent so long

Tryna find myself

That I found myself

Trapped in the thought of free