Supreme Resources of Self Annihilation - Near Death Condition

There’s no greater freedom than the one of eliminating ourselves

It instills into us a swelled force that makes us

Dominates the burden of life

And humiliates religions that see in it the absolute disobedience

This freedom is our only gate to the real salvation

The idea of killing ourselves is one of the most comforting

Act that God himself is unable to fulfill

It makes us triumph over the cosmic carrion

That can take anything but our own death

The worthlessness of life and its infinity of vacuity

Have been revealed in the course of my existence

Through reflections, meditations, and disillusions

Having forged my black heart now painfully beating

But awakened far too late, my instincts established and guides

From the innocence of childhood to the wounds of youth

Stunned by the findings of my reflections

I have postponed the time of my own annihilation

I can’t remember having loved life one day

But my hate towards the existence has grown stronger

Now that I’ve perceived the divine beyond death

And my self destruction has begun

As the only arbiter of my existence

I have honorably chosen the day of my demise

Like the ancient wise men I’ll take my life

Rather than accepting the agony of the natural laws