This Past Was Only Mine - Spiritual Front

I’m turning my back on this blind world

I’m armed with greed and a cradle of love

And this hand will kill what’s left of the man in me

Life experience can’t teach you anything

If you can’t repress your desire to make it

To make it intensely like you

This past was only mine

This past was only mine

This past was

Was never mine

This past was only mine

This past was only mine

This past was

Was never mine

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Looking for approval to feel alive

Looking for conflict to feel almost alive

The misery of surviving only because of them

Where’s the life I live?

I deceived hope

I gave up on redeeming myself, this is just

An echo of a wasted defeated existence

This past was only mine

This past was only mine

This past was

Was never mine

This past was only mine

This past was only mine

This past was

Was never mine

This past was only mine

This past was only mine

This past was

Was never mine

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