My Grave Is Mine To Dig - Wage War

I run away from everything that’s good for me

When every voice that you hear is the same one

All you can think to do is run

Make no mistake I’m everything I say I hate

Hypocritical, lost individual, no longer worth your faith

I know I can be better than this

Masquerading has never done me justice

I am what I am

A boy not yet the man that I want to be

Despite what I have led you to believe

I’m nothing as I seem

No ground beneath my feet

I can’t seem to get away from me

This person in the mirror’s not the same one that I want to be

Is there more than what I see?

Sometimes it’s hard to let go

When I don’t know what lies in front of me

Get away from me

Death to self is much easier said than done

Death to self is much easier said than done

Pain is what has set me free

I had to go through Hell to find what’s best in me

Still think I can be better than this

Despite the weight that is my conscience

Life was never fair but I am never broke beyond repair

Still searching for any place that I can call my home

And even though I’m lost

I know I’m not alone

I can’t seem to get away from me

This person in the mirror’s not the same one that I want to be

Is there more than what I see?

Sometimes it’s hard to let go

When I don’t know what lies in front of me

If I could change myself I would

But I don’t know where to begin

My grave is mine to dig

My grave is mine to dig

If I could change myself I would

But I don’t know where to begin