Trying - Molotov Jukebox

I feel like I’m half complete

Trying to find my place in the sun and run and I run and I run but I can’t

compete

My friends say I’m fine but I’m fraying at the seams

and I just can’t sleep

My nightmares I keep through the day and they won’t go away

And I taste defeat

Obsessed restless mind

I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time

but I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know

I’m trying, so hard, I’m trying, so hard, I’m trying, so hard, I’m

As the morning begins

I begin to pack my things

I get my knickers in a twist and I wish and I wish for a short back and sides

and a shirt and a tie

So I can fit in

put some wind in my sails but I just can’t breathe

to young to feel this old and old enough know the weight I’m carrying

Obsessed restless mind

I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time

but I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know

I’m trying, so hard, I’m trying, so hard, I’m trying, so hard, I’m

Nothing else left to do

retreat into a fighting stance and I dance and I dance and I dance in these

dead girls shoes

I can feel these troubled soles pulling me to the floor

and they just want more

with so much to lose

hope went and died

a hearse by his side

2 gold coins in his eyes

Obsessed restless mind

I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time

but I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know

I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying so hard

I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying so