like i got electricity all through my blood or something - Teen Suicide, American Pleasure Club

I don’t know what happened

One day I just broke open

And tears spilled out

I’ve been crying ever since

Tears I kept inside

Like a light undying

The suffering extends

When it dulls

Like a fingertrap

I’m desperately clawing

My way deeper

Drawing us

Deeper into each other

I don’t know what happened

I just broke open

All these words and sounds

Spilled out

Traumas I’ve kept inside

I’m an addict until I die

Oh I love you, I’ll love you

'Til we’re dead

I wake up at 5 A. M

Vomiting

Put the sheets in the wash

I’ve been vomiting ever since

The suffering extends

When it dulls

Like handcuffs or trick candles

Handcuffs or trick candles

Trick candles

It draws us

Deeper into each other

I’m crying through the birthday party

Truck stop bathroom

Riefenstahl film class

My baby’s in

Heaven but I’m here

New Mexico dirt

Begging to stop this shaking