The Only Way I Could Save Myself Now Is If I Start Firebombing - Crywank

This debilitating cynicism leaves me throwing fists

Blindly, unkindly, I deliberately hide so that you can find me

Unmentionable, the seeking of attention that we require

And I impede my own libido with a silent fear of fire

Hold me higher than your loved ones

Mask my bad intentions

I wish I was as pure as my lustlessness suggested

Go fall, I’ll hold you back

Surround myself with your artifacts

My mind wanders with a sense of urgency

I watch you fade away from me

I discreetly try to imbibe the origins of your resentment

Above me, you reside as I strive for mere acceptance

Escaping dignity, I ruined the pedestals I built

And bruised by your excuses, I characteristically wilt

Condemned by a guilt that I can’t abandon, I lessen to the floor

I’ve derobed you more times with my eyes than you have with your paws

Go fall, I’ll hold you back

Surround myself with your artifacts

My mind wanders with a sense of urgency

I watch you fade away from me