Expectancy, Pt. 2 (Despair) - Tantal

…And now I’m sinking in despair

That has put out the candle of my hopes.

Sometimes I want to believe in what I do.

Getting wiser than I was before

I accept the fate that tears my soul.

I see the prospect of empty life

It is a burden I carry on my shoulders.

It’s time to wake up, no more dreams.

Life gets so hard to live.

Where is all I used to believe?

Where is all I used to live for?

I try to find out what troubles me —

State of confusion, self deprecation.

Will I ever understand why I fell all empty?

It took so long to realize.

I’ve spent so many years in questioning why.

My expectations have faded fast,

I wither nailed to the wall of life.

Fading away with every day

I chase my dreams and choose my way.

Learning to live I make my first mistakes,

Learning to live I feel growing despair.

Everything I knew was wrong.

All my hopes are broken.

Life is nothing for me anymore.

I don’t know what I search for…

All my life I’ve been waiting

For the sign to bring.

It took so long to realize

That it was in vain…