Dark Days Darker Nights - Tedashii, Britt Nicole

My pain is real

Don’t pretend you can feel

I appreciate your prayers, but I’m keeping it real

Kitchen and skitching I’m gripping the steel

Hand in my pain, and let’s keep it concealed

Mad at the world, and I’m ready to kill

Hollering pain, and they letting me live

Making me sick, and they calling me ill

The mood that I’m in, I die to the fear

Ahh!

No lie, testify

Left hand on the Bible, right hand to the sky

My days be long, nights seem long

Calling on help and nobody is home

All by myself, and I feel so alone

Cold world, yeah, and I know it’s for show

Worst day of my life, and it’s just getting badder

Asking Him why and looking for answers

Dark days and darker nights

Heart break drains from this heart of mine

Don’t understand it

Can’t understand it

Dark days and darker nights

Heart break drains from this heart of mine

Don’t understand it

Can’t understand it

Bombay and that Alizé

Purple Sprite with that Grand Marnier

Sip, slurp, sizzurp, hurl

Do it again the same next day

Hey, marijuana, ganja

Blown crop dust like I was a farmer

Mary Jane that dame I called her

Invested my home and living with roaches

Womanizing, traumatizing

The reason that made me despise me

My Savior’s bringing them gifts

Presented as wise men trying to entice them

Liars all wired up

By the men before but I was the first

But this is no race or wretch

A mess and I’m trying to find help

Looking at pictures it making me sadder

Feeling so helpless it making me madder

Worst day of my life, and it’s just getting badder

Asking Him why and looking for answers

Wondering if He ever gon come back

If He is then man can you pick up the slack

Cause this place that I’m in I may never come back

Feeling so lost and don’t know where I’m at

Dark days and darker nights

Heart break drains from this heart of mine

Don’t understand it

Can’t understand it

Dark days and darker nights

Heart break drains from this heart of mine

Don’t understand it

Can’t understand it

Uh, I pick up on a sign quick

I don’t know what I could find if

Someone could get me out the mess I’m in

Brain loss, gone and all it’s sin

I know I’m hurting from my past pain

And people tell me I goin insane

I think they lying so I keep pressing

The way things I used to do, trying to impress em'

This pain, I gotta let it go

Dark days and darker nights

Heart break drains from this heart of mine

Don’t understand it

Can’t understand it

Dark days and darker nights

Heart break drains from this heart of mine

Don’t understand it

Can’t understand it