Blessed, I Guess - Lil Poppa, Seddy Hendrinx

Them hard times be the best times

Hold on to that pain blessing all within

And I know to keep our head high

Them hard times be the best

Born cursed tatted on my neck

Took me a minute just to realize I was blessed

Full of pain and stress but I’m too busy trying to gain success

Fuck the fame I won’t ever change don’t want my name in the press

My therapist asked how I been feeling between insane and depressed

I can’t lie I’m traumatized from putting angels to rest

Daddy blood sickly child I gotta deal with my health

I can’t believe it was a time I thought bout killing myself

But I’m blessed, I guess

I know you wanna see a nigga down I ain’t going

You think you lost deep down inside you done won

What it’s gone take for you to realize you the one

Don’t forget you are loved at your best

You just gotta wait on your time it’ll come

I’m paranoid my brother died with his gun

Just remember me when it’s all said and done

They say you get wiser when you grow older

But I can not wait until all this shit over

You know God give his toughest battles to his strongest Soulja’s

A wise man once told me it’s about survival without you it ain’t no dreams

How you forget about your niggas though must be a I in your team

How they gone judge the way I’m living though when they don’t even know me

Say you one hundred gotta show me that

How they gone try to hold me back

Say they with me ain’t even notice that

Why ain’t nobody told me that

Now in days everybody rapping I don’t know what’s facts

But I had to put in the grind no time to relax

Nah I ain’t even in my prime I keep reminding me that

Ten years from now out of sight out of mind where I’ll probably be at

But I’m blessed, I guess

I know you wanna see a nigga down I ain’t going

You think you lost deep down inside you done won

What it’s gone take for you to realize you the one

Don’t forget you are loved at your best

You just gotta wait on your time it’ll come

I’m paranoid my brother died with his gun

Just remember me when it’s all said and done