Ex - AER

Bad judgement and unbuckled belts

Too busy doing something else

Flirting with regret while the ice in my scotch melts

Too short sighted to see the morning of guilt

Rules broken by unspoken agreements

Five backslides won’t help the healing

Direct contact that’s way too recent

But I feel too good to notice a bad feeling

Too much liquor is never the sole reason

Order another pitcher til my heart stops beating

Caught in a daze but my lungs still breathing

Slave to an impulse I’m just a human being

2 AMs an enemy yeah it’s my darkest hour

Park across the street and come meet me up in the shower

Ending a situation that started with a flower

In a grey area I’m about to get devoured

And she moan every time I’m in it

Undecided but I find her with me

Judgement cloudy cuz the booze been in me

Wake up and she’s by my left

Please tell me that we ain’t have sex

Her cigarette taste all on my breath

Temporary satisfaction

Urges of young passion

Creating chaos in an orderly fashion

If I’m lucky I’ll remember a fraction

I should be elsewhere but this a welcomed distraction

Spending every evening together like olden days

But everything’s changed

Her jeans still have the acid wash stains

And my neck still gets tangled up with my chains

Personal gains

Keep telling myself it’s all right

Caught a cab underneath the star shine

Shadow of her skin on the wall from the hall light

Keep yourself warm on a late fall night

But i’m guilty, and i’ll admit to that

Heart’s losing but my body is winnin' now, vicious cycle

Stuck among it, bad conscience that can’t stop running