Sleeping Lessons - Alien Boy

What a shitty year without you

I still lay awake thinking about it

I still hate the way it looks when I think about you

And how you used to love my body

How you used to love my head

And how I wonder if you think of me when I think of you and say

That I don’t really like my body

And I don’t really like my head

And sometimes I hate you for leaving

But most days I just miss being your friend

You know I’ve changed a lot since we first talked

And I’ve learned how to sleep again

I went in circles in my car across the country to forget

I got your message on the east coast from your friend you really love

And I got angry instead of writing you to tell you how it felt

I came home and nothing changed

I still think about it everyday

Tried to talk to you about it but it was just too late to say

That I hope it’s because you’ll always love me

Because I’ll always love you too

That I just wanted you to know I’m hung up on leaving you too