Haze - Amber Run

I want to be your lover, I want to be your friend

I wish I could tell you I’d last 'til the end

I’m in a blue haze, a blue haze

I wanted to be a preacher, I wanted to be a king

Now I want to know why everything is in

A blue haze, a blue haze

My friends have all left me, away on the breeze

There’s a crushing silence where love’s a disease

Like a fever it grips me, like a lover it holds

I’m scared of getting older, scared of dying alone

I’m in a blue haze, a blue haze

I’m carried on the back of a wave of gloom

I’m told I’ll see the shore again soon

I’m in a blue haze, a blue haze

I’m living in dark rooms, playing at God

I’m staring at blank walls, pretending I’m not

In a blue haze, a blue haze

My friends have all left me, away on the breeze

There’s a crushing silence where love’s a disease

Like a fever it grips me, like a lover it holds

I’m scared of getting older, scared of dying alone

I’m in a blue haze, a blue haze