Special - Angel Olsen

Want to be special, something like your mother

Want to be someone else, not me, but another

Right here in this moment, I wish I could reach you

I’m just a vessel, far away, I see you

Too many like us, run out of the steeple

Guess you could say I lost some faith in people

Want every thought to be golden or fire

I could be made out of truth, not some liar

Want to be tempered, sick to be tested

To see it all clearly, whenever it’s rested

Want every lesson, the lessons they teach me

Someone who knows where I am, whenever they reach me

Give me a fever, show me some reason

Love me whenever it’s out of season

Want to be special, something like your mother

Want to be someone else, not me, but another

But now in this moment, I wish I could meet you

But I’m just a balloon, far away, I see you

I see you

I see you

I see you, and it’s unclear

I need you to show you’re here

Tell me, I’m nothing to fear

Tell me, I’m nothing, nothing