Running Out of Time - Astrus*

Somebody tell me tell me if I’m worth it

Tell me if I’m something even tho I am not perfect

Tell me I’m worth living even tho sometimes I hate it

And tell me to keep fighting even tho I can not take it

Cause lately I been trapped trapped up in all my thoughts

And lately I been loosing myself to these thots

I been wasting my time n giving all my energy

And I know all of these things are killing n not bettering me

Don’t know what I’m doing but I know what I’m pursuing

They tell me to get healing but I get it through this music

They tell me to go talk but I can’t even talk to my family

I tried to talk to my friends but they’re tired and say I’m damaging

No one understands me I need to find someone

Cause lately I been leaning on alcohol and these drugs yeah

I’m tired of feeling like this

I need someone just like me

I’m tired of feeling like this

I need someone just like me

Someone give me a sign

Don’t know if I’m doing

I need this in my life

Cause I’ve been running out of time

Someone give me a sign

Don’t know if I’m doing

I need this in my life

Cause I’ve been running out of time

Someone give me a sign

Don’t know if I’m doing

I need this in my life

Cause I’ve been running out of time

Running from my demons but it just might be to late

I gotta kill them off cause I don’t have time to wait

Giving them my time

And I’m giving them my love

But I don’t know what’s worse cause none of that’s enough

They all just want me drained been drowning in all my pain

Getting so attached but I know that you won’t stay

But I guess it’s my fault cause I been giving it my all

Even if they hurt me I’ll be back when I fall

But during this process I lost myself in the works

Anxiety and depression are always on alert

Whole body shaking

Heart always aching

Might just lose myself cause I really can not take it

Thoughts of suicide keep going in thru my mind

Loosing all this hope when they all just waste my time

Maybe I should eat more

And maybe I should sleep

Or maybe I should stop keeping these sad songs on repeat

Killing my liver with all of these freaking drinks

Killing my mind with everything that I think

And she’s killing my soul the way that she looks at me

Even when I’m inside you everything feels empty

This is for all the ones who only have themselves

This is for the people who are afraid to ask for help

This is for the ones who are trapped in their mind

And this is for the ones who feel pressured with the time

All of the ones who’ve been mistreated or harassed

The ones chasing things that they never had

Cause if your any of that then your just like me

So now I can feel a little less lonely

No one understands me I need to find someone

Cause lately I been leaning on alcohol and these drugs yeah

I’m tired of feeling like this

I need someone just like me

I’m tired of feeling like this

I need someone just like me