Conscience - At Fault

I gather my thoughts

Prepare myself for a mental voyage

Cause once this journey is over

There will be no turning back

I’ve followed her for days under the cover of shadows

A perfect specimen

I can’t let angst get the better of me

Dim lights guide our path

A dreary night with a light rain

The demons within me cannot help to resist

Getting closer and closer

I feel my temperature rising

Sanity dripping down my face onto the cold hard pavement

Drops of deep red within sight

Tonight I feel alive

Such a sick feeling of relief

Just at the right time

There is no turning back

Destiny is finally on my side

I’m waiting to feel, I’m waiting to feel

A breath of life

Drag you into the alley

Wrap my hands around your throat

And never stop until your body is as cold as ice

Haul your carcass into my car

And reflect on my insidious deed

This panic is soaring through my arteries

Adrenaline is rushing through my veins

I pull up the floorboards and quickly

Stuff your body inside

No

This weight is too much to bear

The guilt has overrun my conscience

And has driven me to take on regret

Sleepless nights and endless days

This pain inside won’t go away

I must repent to find a way to cope with how to live with all this

Shame so that I can finally rest again

How can God forgive me for what I have done

There will be no harmony for me beyond this life

All I ask is that my head be clear of that night

So that I may finally sleep again

Rest in peace with my victim

Again

Rest in peace with my victim

So that I may finally sleep again