I'm Trying My Freakin Best - Baby FuzZ

Well congratz from a truck stop somewhere out on the highway

I’m out here this summer chasing down dreams

Watching the rearview and eating baked beans

You could say that I’m doing things my way

Though it seems like for years now my life has gone sideways

But I’ll keep this tour van between both the lines

Break my guitar strings and scream in the mic

And offset the carbon that I oxidize

‘Cuz I’m trying my freakin best

My phone says I’m in mid life crisis

That Reddit thread’s dead, left to my own devices

So I’m out making music and making new friends

In all likelihood never see them again

‘Cuz I’m lonely and lost and fucked up in the head

But I’m trying

So I’ll stand on a stage in Mobile, Alabama

My heart beating out of my chest

‘Cuz baby I’m trying

Yes I’m trying

My freakin best

I’m trying to be a little less tragic

For the first time in my life I’m trying to find magic

I’m trying to be reckless

I’m trying to be brave

I’m trying to be someone who tries to behave

I’m trying to unlock all the bolts on my cage

I’m trying

So I’ll stand on a stage in Mobile, Alabama

My heart beating out of my chest

‘Cuz baby I’m trying

Yes I’m trying

My freakin best