Loner - Bazanji

Fighting me inside of me I’m trying

I can see the fire in my eyes

I’ll admit a part of me is dying

But nobody could ever feel the pain stuck in my mind

And I don’t really know ya

I been killing everybody in my way I’m a soldier

I been carrying the weight on my shoulders

Fuck their feelings I don’t want no friends I’m a loner

Fuck 'em all they don’t really know me

The love is dead and they not my homie

Tryna see it all eye to eye

But I can’t do that cause they all below me

Full of pain I don’t want the pills

I wipe my tears with the dollar bills

I done talked to like all my demons

They told me not to hide how I feel

I been controlling

My own emotion

I’m better off without any talking

Every morning

I’m back to holding on

Every grudge that I ever started

Heard the reaper he been calling

Fighting back and I been stalling

I ain’t ready for that time yet

Cause I got a lot left to accomplish

Fighting me inside of me I’m trying

I can see the fire in my eyes

I’ll admit a part of me is dying

But nobody could ever feel the pain stuck in my mind

And I don’t really know ya

I been killing everybody in my way I’m a soldier

I been carrying the weight on my shoulders

Fuck their feelings I don’t want no friends I’m a loner

Got a lotta new burned bridges

I don’t care cause I don’t miss 'em

Better off being by myself

Cause they never been in my own position

Lotta talking they got opinions

But none of them have got my experience

10 years I been doing this

So why the fuck would I wanna hear 'em

Back to working on every song

Putting hours in and they paying off

Can’t forget when I started out

Cause I’m here today could be gone tomorrow

Fuck the trends I’m here to stay

No I’m not a puppet I won’t obey

Anybody with an open hand

Cause l see the fakes from a mile away

Fighting me inside of me I’m trying

I can see the fire in my eyes

I’ll admit a part of me is dying

But nobody could ever feel the pain stuck in my mind

And I don’t really know ya

I been killing everybody in my way I’m a soldier

I been carrying the weight on my shoulders

Fuck their feelings I don’t want no friends I’m a loner