My Fall - Beyond The Embrace

So I travel on this road of emptiness another day

As I hold these dust cloud dreams an instant fore they’re blown away

Could it be all this life’s for is suffering?

'Cause the sea is deep and I’m drowning in all the tragedies

So I bleed maybe once or twice to rid the seeds from my veins

The seeds that harvest the pain, all the pain of my darkest days

And I’ve waited long enough for these things to change

So I’ll have no regrets before I take the blade

As I lay down for the last time and leave all emotions behind

Thinking not of the ones I’m leaving

Just the hurt and the pain inside

Oh the wait is over, letting go tonight

The end of life is calling, echoing my fall from grace

But I fear what lies ahead as my heart stops beating

The change of life after death