half alive - blackbear

I’m at the bar downtown, the one we used to go to all of the time

Already halfway dead, the way you left me tryna live out my life

And I’m half alive

And about that night, and about that night

I was super drunk, I was super high

And I made mistakes, but I’m half alive

You barely left me with the air to breathe

You took it all and now I see the truth

See through your plastic covered lies

I’m driving through Mullholland

Wish I swerved and never fallen

Shoulda seen right through the gap between her thighs

Take my heart, my clothes

Take everything I own

Spend my money, spend my time

Lay me down to rest, lay me down to die

No one makes it out alive

I’m at the bar downtown, the one we used to go to all of the time

Already halfway dead, the way you left me, girl, I’m half alive

Yeah, I’m half alive

And about that night, and about that night

I was super drunk, I was super high

And I made mistakes, but I’m half alive

Halfway dead

Just the way you left me, I’ll be halfway dead

Little bit longer, I’ll be waiting

I’m a goner, fuck this fake shit

Why you let me down forever?