Single Word - Blindwish

It’s happening so fast, how do I make this last

Do I even want it?

Cause if I can’t be what I want, like a ship without a dock

I’d rather be sinking instead of just floating

I’m never gunna be, never gunna be

You’re never gunna see, never gunna see

Cause I don’t want my whole life confined to a single word

I wanna live a life I love

I want silence from above

Can I even have it?

Cause if all death meant was that we get to start again

Would you slow down the pace

Or would you speed up to face your fate

The thought of all of this leaves me so overwhelmed

When there’s no one left to hate, we learn to hate ourselves

I do the things I fear the most

Cause I’m afraid I’ll lose control

I’ve never felt alive

I’m trying to

I’m dying to inside