In Vein - Bloodwork

In vein

Injected

all cunning schemes divised

now terminate in liquid

a fragile peace collapsing

in self-disdain

infected

with thoughts the mind detests

purpose without reason

sanity’s come to an end

a lesser self arising

aspiration changed to flawed intention

become addicted to a lethal attraction

cannot live on with a life in dissection

left my life all stained to seek detention

no reason, no affection

shatter glass to escape the reflection

and the walls closing in on me

my innermost turned inside out

all i ever was

became in vein

hallucinations be my guide

to the world beyond

excess and lunacy divide

the last threats to

life