Anymore - Chameli

Our safe guards couldn’t pull me in

The beams rot and I let them cave in

A fortnight spent behind these weathered gates

Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house

In my world it’s easier to suffocate

My eyes glaze, my tired form emaciates

The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts

The birth marks cover me on both arms (You're not sad again, are you,

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And if the horse dis, then the foal does too

I don’t wanna ver live my life without you

Independence begs me to overlook truth, so I do

Myself is a word I use around you (Uh-uh)

I just got a lot of pain in my chest, woah, woah

I cannot be like him but I’ll do my best, woah, woah

Lately I think I lost the fear of death, woah, woah

Baby, I can’t be saved, just save your breath, oh no

«Don't let them see you cry» is what you said, oh, oh

I know that they’ll love me when I’m dead, oh, oh

Ion even wanna talk about the bad, no, oh

I like how it fuck me in my head, oh, oh

Blood drips from my nose

Stains bleed through the snow

It’s these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon

Better than having to say that strange goodbye soon

Baby, I would never treat you same as you treated yourself

I admire your soul 'cause it is see-through

Late at night I drink and I fill myself up

Poison pours into my open mouth and I

Mean it when I say I miss how we was

This the game we chose to play with our love and I know

But where’s your honour?

I can see pain flow fast into her mold

So she left me cornered

But suffering like this bring me home, that’s all that I know

As Toronto gets warmer

I can come alive in a way that I never knew

Pour it up into my soda

I started rolling up purple every time I’m feeling blue

Our safe guards couldn’t pull me in

The beams rot and I let them cave in

A fortnight spent behind these weathered gates

Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house

And in my world it’s easier to suffocate

My eyes glaze, the sweat on me evaporates

The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts

The birth marks cover me on both arms

«Don't let them see you cry» is what you said, oh, oh

I know that they’ll love me when I’m dead, oh, oh

Ion even wanna talk about the bad, no, oh

I like how it fuck me in my head, oh, oh

Blood drips from my nose

Stains bleed through the snow

It’s these nights they will never know