Disaster - Chaotica

There she goes

She’s slipped again

She’s been known to get like this

Every now and then

She fills her head with clouds

Runs away with Mary Jane

She tries to block it out

And numb her pain

She’s a beautiful disaster

Often times she’s plastered

Medicating herself away

She tries to hide from her remorse inside

And all the tears she cried in her dismay

She’s not well

When she’s in her mind

She’s been though Hell

Thinks it’s her fault she left him behind

She bears guilt like a cross

She blames herself 'cause she survived

She hurts 'cause she still mourns the loss

Of whom she can’t revive

She’s a beautiful disaster

Often times she’s plastered

Medicating herself away

She tries to hide from her remorse inside

And all the tears she cried in her dismay

She’s a beautiful disaster

Often times she’s plastered

Medicating herself away

She tries to hide from her remorse inside

And all the tears she cried in her dismay

No, it is not her fault

Her self-assault

She is missing her soul

I hope she finds what she needs

So she can be whole

She’s a beautiful disaster

Often times she’s plastered

Medicating herself away

She tries to hide from her remorse inside

And all the tears she cried in her dismay

She’s a beautiful disaster

Often times she’s plastered

Medicating herself away

She tries to hide from her remorse inside

And all the tears she cried in her dismay