Everybody Loves You - Charlotte Lawrence

I am so tired, I

Have to tame my mind

Before I get too frustrated

Can’t go back in time

To change in someone’s eyes

No, I was not something to play with

Try not to talk about it

I’m too mad, I’m too late, I’m too gentle

It’s too hard to explain, I’m not helpful

No

It’s my body and I’m trying to

Hate you 'cause I want to

It’s my body and I’m trying to

While everybody loves you

It’s my body and I’m trying to

Forgive you, I don’t want to

It’s my body and it hates you

Why does everybody love you?

Sometimes, I close my eyes

Amidst the dancing lights

When it feels too wild for breathing

I can’t sleep at night

Unless I start to lie

And believe it like a story, no, no

Try not to think about it

So insane, I’m so used to my nightmares

It’s okay 'til it’s not and I’m back there

No, no

It’s my body and I’m trying to

Hate you 'cause I want to

It’s my body and I’m trying to

While everybody loves you

It’s my body and I’m trying to

Forgive you, I don’t want to

It’s my body and it hates you

Why does everybody love you?

Why does everybody love you?

They don’t know enough about you

Why does everybody love you?

They don’t know the things that I do

Why does everybody love you?

They don’t know enough about you

Do they know that I regret you?

Do they know I shouldn’t have to?