Monster - Charlotte Martin

I’m so uncertain of what’s growing in my head,

That’s how it goes when there are ghosts to put to bed.

What does it want from me certificates of certainty?

There must be help around the bend?

Oooh what would I do without you?

What would I do?

Am I it’s brother, it’s mother and it’s son?

Am I the product of everything it’s done?

Am I a woman cause I’m scared to be a man?

I’m reaching deep inside with every thing I am?

One by one the voices make their rounds, I can’t believe

The monster I have hidden in my mouth

It has to scream?

Oooh what would I do without you?

What would I do?

One by one the voices make their rounds, I can’t believe

The monster I have hidden in my mouth it has to scream

All at once I give into it’s sound, remembering?

The monster I have hidden in my mouth,

It has to sing, it has to sing, it has to sing?

Did I just have to live the chapter on regrets?

Should I just tell myself it’s easy to forget?

I cannot face my pain the same familiar way again

Cause we are more than who we are?

Oooh what would I do without you?

What would I do?