A Lesson Through Sickness - COGNIZANCE

I yearn emptiness

The euphoric nectar of the void

A separation of the mind from its loathsome chains

Breaking the wheel of my ceaseless thoughts

I seek this change

In this moment, free from the seeds of my thoughts

I seek this change

A plaintive howl forges a call to action

The evangelist resting in the sewer of bile

Stomach of immovable tension

Fluids creep up my esophagus, a banquet of bile

Enamel-coated teeth are impotent to this architect of anxiety

Something has to change for self-preservation

Allowing one to prosper

Fluids creep up my esophagus, a banquet of bile

A lesson embedded in sickness

Only to be learned from experience

Born from restlessness

Feeding from a toxic status quo

I witness my purest form

The birth of liberation found in meditation

Illusive inner peace shows the light

Within the fibre of reality

A formless entity exhumed from my abyss

Free from the whirlwind of emotions

I am gifted with a sense of clarity

A formless entity exhumed from my abyss

Bathe in ethereal sustenance, richest taste of prosperity

Intervention to silence, day to day estuaries of vexation

I yearn emptiness

The euphoric nectar of the void

A separation of the mind from its loathsome chains

Breaking the wheel of my ceaseless thoughts

I seek this change

In this moment, free from the seeds of my thoughts

I seek this change

Laser-like focus cutting through devilish distractions

The weight of anguish

Relinquished from broken shoulders

In this moment, I observe a motionless shell

Expressionless and empty

Each breath slows the surrounding world

Cauldron of the unspeakable

Breeding a chasm of thoughts