Negative Reel - Cokie the Clown

Society judges through a black and white prism

Leads me to cynical pessimism

The best way I see living is by giving up hope

I see the world through a rose-colored microscope

I see patterns no one else can see, in SwItZerlANd I see reverse Nazis

I’m an opposite, I’m a negative reel, I don’t understand how other people feel

Cracks in the sidewalk gimme a feeling like when I count tiles on my past

checkered ceiling

The only time I ever fit in, is when I wear a second skin

Is there a lobe missing in my brain because I don’t feel the difference between

pleasure and pain

Why waste a night laying naked together when we could be confined in latex or

black leather?

I love to kiss right before I’m gagged, I like the challenge of breathing

inside a plastic bag

I have a way to make believe make believe makes me real

I’m so lucky that I feel things so few others feel

I just have to feel new ways to keep my mind from reeling

That’s why I like to hang on meat hooks from the ceiling

The only way I can turn off my brain is through exquisite pain