RJ - Conscience

Don’t call me RJ

You don’t know me like that

I don’t trust you all the way

Never will I matter fact

Way too many fake

Put a pole to my back

Shot a hole in my heart

And left a hoe in my past

Learned the hard way

Life holds no class

If I learned one thing

Heartbreak don’t last

Roll another J

Baby pour me my jack

All these comments on my page

I’m tempted to type back

If only you knew the pain

As well as you knew the lyrics

What I overcame

To get to where you could hear this

I hated that face

I saw looking into mirrors

You wouldn’t say what you say

If we spoke just a couple minutes

All these character limits limit my character.

Wish that

You witnessed the pivots and rivets it took just to build the business

It slaughtered my spirit, that’s something you can’t stitch I had to

Cauterize it shut with the fire built up within me

They say don’t forget where you came from.

(Ha)

It’s harder than you would expect

You think a lost boy gon' forget where he escape from?

Tell me.

How the fuck could I forget?

They say money talk, so when somebody wanna say something

Well, they tend to smell it on my breath

I don’t ever rest.

Only in peace when my day come

But it hasn’t come yet

Work until I die

I’ma purebred, blue collar

Just tryna retire

Mom and dad, give my roots water

No one went to college

Only less than a few scholars

In my family tree so I’m

I’m blessed to be fruitful father

Grandma prayed for a heathen and his youthful wander

Back when no one ever listened, I had 1 true watcher

Before a single follow, angels followed me to prosper

But I ain’t even know it

No one did.

Who’s Roger?

But I bet they know conscience

You don’t know the kid with no friends, you were stuck with for the project

The one they called a freak all because he sat silent

Too shy to speak, now they know that I was watching

Put my head down

Teacher thought that I was sleeping

Told me pick it up

And they could see that I was weeping

And they laughed at me, judged me

Then partied on the weekend

While I sat in the dark

Bout to jump right off the deep end

So don’t call me RJ

You don’t know me like that

I don’t trust you all the way

Never will I matter fact

Way too many fake

Put a pole to my back

Shot a hole in my heart

And left a hoe in my past

Learned the hard way

Life holds no class

If I learned one thing

Heartbreak don’t last

Roll another J

Baby pour me my jack

We gon celebrate

The product of my past