Cut On The Crease - Covey

I never know if I’m in control

Or if my actions are dictated by my choices to this day

It’s overwhelming in a subtle kind of way

But I just wanna be consumed

And start fresh with this knowledge I’ve acquired to seek help when I needed it

I’d tell my parents not to stick it out for us

So I don’t isolate myself at fifteen and bury this underneath

Oh, I know you’re trying to mend this

But don’t pretend like you know me well

I hate to say it but the damage is done

I learn to live without dependency

And all it did was leave me fucking lonely

And function solely for the purpose of one

There’s too many cases out there for me to count

And we just sit in silence as the damage amounts

It rips and tears us apart

And it won’t hit hard until it’s too late

So I should just take some time

And try to fix what is left

Before I’m old and alone filled with regret