Saint - Cub Sport

I’m tryna figure out

What all these recurring themes mean

Why when I try and bring you up

It brings up something in me

I’m tryna figure out

I’m tryna figure out what

I’m tryna figure out what (Do you even see me?)

I’m tryna figure out

I’m tryna figure out what

I’m tryna figure out

I’m tryna figure out what that darkness means when it’s in your eyes (I'm tryna

figure out)

I don’t wanna be dramatic but it’s like one look (One look, one look)

One look and I could die

'Cause I am like a sponge

I soak it all up

I am like a fire

Burn the basement to the top

I am rising up from the ashes

But something in my mind brings me back into the ashes

So I’m raising myself up now

I’m living in my own god power

I’m moving like a tidal wave

I am on a mission to save

So I’m raising myself up now

I’m living in my own god power

I’m moving like a tidal wave

I am on a mission to save

I know it’s not your fault

But it feels like an attack

These demons love to body jump

They catch me when I’m tired

They catch me when I’ve tried everything I know to try

Do you believe me that I’m trying?

So many years spent longing for approval from these men

The thoughts that I was never man enough to be respected

Open up the gates, they’re flooding back in

So many nights spent crying, trying

Holding my hands together, finish with an amen

Like, dear God sorry that I’m me

Someone I don’t wanna be

So I’m lying here crying

Begging you to change me

But I’m done with that now

I’m done, I’m out, I’m out, I’m out

I’m never coming back

My mum seems kind of sad

Scared that I’ll end up in hell

Don’t you see that’s where I’ve been?

Don’t you see that’s where we fell?

So I’m raising myself up now

I’m living in my own god power

I’m moving like a tidal wave

I am on a mission to save

So I’m raising myself up now

I’m living in my own god power

I’m moving like a tidal wave

I am on a mission to save

I wanna save me

I wanna save you

I wanna live true

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too

Save the world too