Birth Mark - cupcakKe

Mom bugging for nothing, she so uptight

She said, «It gotta go if you staying here for the night» (What?)

«It's important, abort it,» that’s what they all said

Rubbing my stomach to feel it

Don’t wanna kill it, that’s dead

Will I still go to heaven?

Will I still get my blessings?

When I leave the doctor’s office, would I feel like a felon?

I’m kinda aggy

Shame I got a fucked up baby daddy

Would have been a good mother

To love her 'til I’m wrinkled and saggy

Like a test, I’m stressed and hella naggy

'Cause this shit cut deep, like it stab me

The nurse under my skirt looking for the body parts

This vacuum hurt, I just hope it don’t leave scars

In the mirror, I’m staring, I’m so embarrassed

Feel like my soul selling quicker than clothes up on the fucking clearance

Wish I would have borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)

I’m not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)

I’m torn about my unborn, and it hurts hard (hurts hard)

Now I’m scarred for life, just like a birthmark (birthmark)

Wish I would have borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)

I’m not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)

I’m torn about my unborn, and it hurts hard (hurts hard)

Now I’m scarred for life, just like a birthmark (birthmark)

Can’t buy no baby clothes, can’t feed her SpaghettiO’s

Can’t squeeze her fat cheeks or kiss her baby rolls

Clean her toes even when it’s gross

Can’t be there when she grow up

Receive her first rose from her first crush or buy her first clutch

But instead, I’m in the hospital bed and doing no such (nah)

Yeah, that nigga fucked me, but he don’t give no fuck (nah)

So much baby weight, I can’t even do a toe-touch

Made this decision 'cause I’m not ready

On minimum wage and ain’t no gas in the Chevy (I need help)

My family and friends shame me, ain’t that petty?

Got me sleeping with one eye open, like I’m Fetty

'Cause at the moment they can’t stand me (gave up)

Didn’t wanna have it by a deadbeat (I didn’t)

Damn, if only I had a plan B

My baby father only offered me a Plan B (fucked up)

Wish I would have borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)

I’m not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)

I’m torn about my unborn, and it hurts hard (hurts hard)

Now I’m scarred for life, just like a birthmark (birthmark)

Wish I would have borned you on this Earth (Lord knows)

I’m not alive inside, I feel the worst (Lord knows)

I’m torn about my unborn, and it hurts hard (hurts hard)

Now I’m scarred for life, just like a birthmark (birthmark)