Under My Skin - Dead Poet Society

My heart beats a little faster

So loud I’m shaking in my head

For no reason

And it hurts like a needle

God I hate myself

For no reason

Quiet

Screaming

Calm down with your breathing

So I’ll take two and I’ll keep you here

Deep under my skin

Because it’s not what I want from you

But it’s what I’m used to

I’m a handgun with blood drawn

Out here shooting myself

And it’s not what I want to do

But it’s what it comes to

I’m stressed and yes I know I’m overweight

24 and it’s really only getting worse

To give up or get hurt

I’m just gonna let it hurt

So I’ll take two and I’ll keep you here

Deep under my skin

Because its not what I want from you

But it’s what I’m used to

I’m a handgun with blood drawn

Out here shooting myself

And it’s not what I want to do

But it’s what it comes to

I don’t want to

I don’t have to

I don’t want to

I don’t have to

I don’t want to

I don’t have to

I don’t want to

I don’t have to