Calvin Kelley - Desolist

Your loyalty, or decency of a human being

Best friend that I’ll ever have

I wanna go 6 years back to the day we first met

You always had my back a friendship that would last

forever.

I’ve lost myself again and I’d do anything

to bring back your smile

You always had my back a friendship that would last

I want to bring you back

At any second life could turn for the worst

Hold tight the ones you love cause you’ll never know

who’s first to leave this earth

now a broken family stuck spiraling in agony.

I will see you on the other side

We have all been consumed by losing you

21 was just too young to die a happy father

Pain

this pain and misery took hold of me and everyone around.

Last night I had a dream that you were still alive

Everything was just fine

can we go back in time?

I just want to see your face, it’s like you’ve been misplaced

and now we’re all changed.

Such a man of love, God you have been mistaken

If you are real up there, where is your reasoning here?

Where?!

I suffer everyday without you here

This emptiness inside corrupts but I won’t suicide

I’m stuck

We have all been consumed by losing you

21 was just too young to die, to die

to die a friend a father.