Sane? - #Dropsydies

I keep talking to myself

As if there’s no one else around

All those pretty pills can’t help me

Find what can’t be found

Everything went as planned

I’ll give up, my mind will bend

You can leave me behind

You know I won’t mind

I swallow tears with a happy smile

There’s little time to reconcile

Can’t run away, I fall apart

It cannot end, it stops my heart

I swallow tears with a happy smile

And all I know is that you

Can’t help me, can’t help me

I keep staring at the ceiling

Though I know that it looks bad

Tired of old familiar feeling

Fighting voices in my head

I keep running from my conscience

With no special place to hide

I’m so tired of reminding

Myself of what’s right

Everything went as planned

I’ll give up, my mind will bend

You can leave me behind

You know I don’t mind

I swallow tears with a happy smile

There’s little time to reconcile

Can’t run away, I fall apart

It cannot end, it stops my heart

I swallow tears with a happy smile

And all I know is that you

Can’t help me, can’t help me

I swallow tears with a happy smile

There’s little time to reconcile

Can’t run away, I fall apart

It cannot end, it stops my heart

I swallow tears with a happy smile

And all I know is that you

Can’t help me, can’t help me