Message to U - Eldest 11

The nothing was never right

The nothing is real

And childhood hurts to remember

You cried a sullen tear to release my fears in here

I’m incapable of tears and I’ll climb the ladder I fear

Hoping I can find love but not in you!

You!

Somehow I wish there was more to this… More to this!

And I corrupt it!

And I bury it!

And I breathe life into it!

When I need it!

This is my message to U!

Why do I feel forsaken?

When you’re only teaching me

What’s the use in me?

To rape my memories?

To give me an eternal sting

How do I compensate for the loss

Of a broken memory?

Somehow I wish there was more to this… More to this!

And I corrupt it!

And I bury it!

And I breathe life into it!

When I need it!

Some of these people are so ungrateful!

It only stings for a moment!

Some of these people are so ungrateful!

That we she stings it’s forever!