Sick - Elyne

This is my last year

I don’t cry anymore

For things that I’ve done

Sometimes I’ve made my troubles

Sometimes someone cries

I’m sick of all of this

I’m sick of this hypocrisy

We wear many masks

And we recite parts in our lives

You can’t recognize your face reflected in my eyes

I’m sick of crying for what I’m not

I’m sick of smiling when deep down I’m dying

I’m sick of everything

I feel like an old picture where

Every tone is dull

I draw my life on an imaginary line

And if this sis the end I want to let you know

That something big is changed inside us

What you called faith

Now is already dead

Like many people that only want

To see me fail

I’m not scared to die

I’m just scared not to live

Live enough to see my enemies fall down

God tell me why life’s so hard

Is the price we pay for living?

You said that this would end

But we’re all here

And we’re still screaming

I feel many times to feel the pain

As branded with the fire

From those moments that remains

Engraved in my heart

I’m sick of this hypocrisy