PK - Emawk

Hello

Maybe two other things

And I remember just there being this huge, deep discussion

About faith, about my faith, about what I believe in

Ups and all the downs in a text

Merrily-go-round in a text

Tell 'em what’s really up, so they can judge

What’s going on in your head

Ups and all the downs in a text

Merrily-go-round in a text

Tell 'em what’s really up, so they can call you

Liar

I don’t know when I’ll ever tell anybody that dream, but

I stood up for myself and said, «You know what?

I’m gonna believe what I believe regardless of what you believe about me»

Figure you’re just giving highs again

Figure you’re just getting low again

Talking 'bout what you don’t know again

Talking like you’ll say goodbye again

Knowing you don’t wanna go again

Letting go of letting go again

Holding on to letting bygones be bygones

Lie like you mean it

I really disagreed

And I’m not sure at what point, you know, it got to this, but

Like, I was trying to be super respectful the whole way through

And not have to say what I was feeling

They say, «Why you don’t talk no more?»

I say, «My, you all talk so much»

They say, «'Cause you don’t talk no more», ayy

«Don't you trust us?»

I said, «Your words never say what I mean

But you still take 'em and run for all you think I’m worth (I'm worth,

I’m worth, I’m worth)

Well, go on, take 'em and run

For all you think I-» (I'm worth, I’m worth, I’m worth)

And then, finally, I just couldn’t take it

Everyone was saying

«Fuck your theology» over and over

And it started off soft, but eventually it kept me up

They’re still fam, that’s what I called them

Still play the organ, it feels like my heart feels

Sometimes, I call them, but I play ball on Sundays

And I don’t need them to believe me ever