Trying Again - Ensign

Once again I’ll say I’m sorry for one more time that I fucked up.

All I wanted was you acceptance but i missed the goals that you had set.

Expectations I can’t live up to, make you turn away.

So many hopes and aspirations, to you I’ve always failed.

I tried my hardest to make you proud.

I did my best not to let you down.

Again I tried to reach the top, when I didnt you let me drop.

I thought I had it this time.

I was never close.

You don’t think that I care, that’s what hurt me most.

Same old thing, I told you so, spit that in my face.

Even though I tried, you think that I have failed.

I tried my hardest to make you proud.

I did my best not to let you down.

Again I tried to reach the top, when I didn’t you let me drop.

I’ve failed, at least i fucking tried.

I’ve failed, you were never on my side.

I’ve failed, at least I fucking tried.