I Hated Myself (Tablo's Word) - Epik High

Sileosseo, sileosseo naega nain ge

Naega nain geollo chungbunhaesseul naiil ttae

Keoseo doeyahaneun ge neomu manaseo

Bonyeonui naneun dwaeseon an doel jonjaera gagin dwae

Wanbyeokaeya dwae

Gieongna ije

Bulgeun jongarireul dallaemyeonseo haetdeon saenggak

Da cheon beon neomeojyeoseo hanbeon georeum balbeun aiinde

Nan han beon neomeojyeodo cheon beoneul balpine

I hated myself

I hated myself

God, I hated myself

Nareul kkakkanaeda beimyeon

I blamed it on self

Namdeulcheoreom sarangbatgo sipeoseo

Nami doeryeo haesseo

Nami doeryeo haesseo

This is for everybody like me that is hatin' yourself

And praying for help

I hated myself

I hated myself

Tell me, who can love me when I hate me?

I’ve been feelin' like I’m free-fallin' lately

Is anybody out there?

Out there?

Will anybody care when I’m not here?

Tell me who can love me when I hate me?

I’ve been feelin' like I’m free-fallin' lately

Is anybody out there?

Out there?

Will anybody cry when I’m not here?

When I’m not here

I hated myself

I was broken on the day that He made me

He taught me to love

How to love everyone but me sadly

I don’t blame anybody for my pain

When it’s so damn easy to hate me

Nareul saranghaneun beop ppaego

Sesang modeun geol jalman baewotji

Na oeropgiro haesseo

Inganeun pigonhaeseo

Bihaenggi modeu hajiman nae nalgaeneun dwiro jaekkyeo

Yeonchagi doeneun inyeondeura bye bye

Nae ibeseo iryukan hansumdeulman fly high

No more white lies

Satangballin mareun malgeora

Give it to me black

Keopiwa jinsilmaneun sseun ge natdeora

Oeroumeun oeroumin daero nwadwora

Uimineun mutji ma

Geuttae seulpeumi sijakdoenikka

Just leave me alone

Tell me who can love me when I hate me?

I’ve been feelin' like I’m free-fallin' lately

Tell me who can love me when I hate me?

I’ve been feelin' like I’m free-fallin' lately

Will anybody cry when I’m not here?

When I’m not here

싫었어, 싫었어 내가 나인 게

내가 나인 걸로 충분했을 나이일 때

커서 되야하는 게 너무 많아서

본연의 나는 돼선 안 될 존재라 각인 돼

완벽해야 돼

기억나 이제

붉은 종아리를 달래면서 했던 생각

다 천 번 넘어져서 한번 걸음 밟은 아이인데

난 한 번 넘어져도 천 번을 밟히네

I hated myself

I hated myself

God, I hated myself

나를 깎아내다 베이면

I blamed it on self

남들처럼 사랑받고 싶어서

남이 되려 했어

남이 되려 했어

This is for everybody like me that is hatin' yourself

And praying for help

I hated myself

I hated myself

Tell me, who can love me when I hate me?

I’ve been feelin' like I’m free-fallin' lately

Is anybody out there?

Out there?

Will anybody care when I’m not here?

Tell me who can love me when I hate me?

I’ve been feelin' like I’m free-fallin' lately

Is anybody out there?

Out there?

Will anybody cry when I’m not here?

When I’m not here

I hated myself

I was broken on the day that He made me

He taught me to love

How to love everyone but me sadly

I don’t blame anybody for my pain

When it’s so damn easy to hate me

나를 사랑하는 법 빼고

세상 모든 걸 잘만 배웠지

나 외롭기로 했어

인간은 피곤해서

비행기 모드 하지만 내 날개는 뒤로 재껴

연착이 되는 인연들아 bye bye

내 입에서 이륙한 한숨들만 fly high

No more white lies

사탕발린 말은 말거라

Give it to me black

커피와 진실만은 쓴 게 낫더라

외로움은 외로움인 대로 놔둬라

의미는 묻지 마

그때 슬픔이 시작되니까

Just leave me alone

Tell me who can love me when I hate me?

I’ve been feelin' like I’m free-fallin' lately

Tell me who can love me when I hate me?

I’ve been feelin' like I’m free-fallin' lately

Will anybody cry when I’m not here?

When I’m not here