Victim - FGFC820

This is my first confession

I’ve learned to hate myself

Lost in this dark obsession

This is my private hell

There’s no one coming to save me

There’s no one left who cares

Cast out, cast off and rape me

I call but no one’s there

Every day I play the victim

Brought down by brutality

I’ve fallen out of favor

I’m cursed by locality

I feel it getting worse now

I’m afraid of what I see

The world has let me down

Look what it’s done to me

This is my last confession

I hate what I’ve become

Can’t fight off this infection

Am I the only one?

This is my lone obsession

Try so hard to make it hurt less

Save myself from self-deception

I always fail, because I’m worthless