Succumbed to Dementia - Flesh Consumed

Under constant surveillance from above

Human cadavers suspended from chains come to life

Dictating my every move

This crimson hallucination molded by the compounding dementia

Isolated in the confine of the psyche

Imprisoned in the mind

Detached and emotionless

No past, no future, no Identity

Human carnage festers around me

Mathematical equations surround me

Enthralled by palindromes and logarithms

Illogical calculations written obsessively across brick

Overlapping formulas inked in blood

Intensity increasing with every numerical metamorphosis

New sequential patterns generate advanced cogitations

Etching away at the ultimate theorem

Delusions of an oncoming apocalypse fuels my paranoia

I find comfort in a fresh homicide

Disemboweling the victim

I stare deep into the soul while taking her life

The compulsion to carve at the body increases

Scraping the inside, lost in time

Satisfaction in the work I’ve completed

Brings sweet slumber within the hollowed carcass

Cocooned in flesh

I awaken to the sensation of insects burrowing beneath my skin

With a blade, I mutilate

As the blood drains, my empty shell becomes wax

I reach a continuum of consciousness through death