Twitch - Forever Losing Sleep

I know I’ve been vacant afraid to feel a thing

Afraid if I do it will leave me again

These sunken in eyes no longer see the good in anything anymore

What have I become

I used to believe in something more

I used to feel the need to love

What have I become

Now I look for you in everything I see

And I’m still searching for the warmth I used to feel inside of me

I couldn’t save you

I couldn’t bare to take the news

How could I walk away

When you were all I ever knew

If your heavens real I hope that you are looking down at me

Knowing I spent mine with you

And I have tried to fight the urge to join you

But I still feel the void

I still feel the ache

I’m still incomplete

I want to feel the need to love

I want to turn it all around

I want to find myself

And I need you to know that I’m learning to accept the things that I can’t

change

I lost myself again

And I found myself wishing for the things I never said

I never meant to leave you behind