Bleeding Sanity - Frantic Amber

When lightning strikes, there is no embrace

The hit is precise, taking my place

It sucks the life right out of me

This isn’t the way it was supposed to be

Thought I was the chosen one

Guess again I was wrong

Meaningless belief, there is no breathing

It just can’t be, while I’m alone here aching

Your head stuck between my thighs

I’ll your your skull filled with lies

In no mood for pleasure

All I feel is the pain

This is it

My fear is growing

What will I lose?

Shall I laugh or cry?

Who am I?

Where am I going?

It’s time to choose

Live or die

A life full of spite, depression and hurt

I suffer here, while you stand there and gloat

Must never have meant to be

I can’t, but the knife’s all bloody

I cheat to deceive my fear

The end is here

Everything’s too much, I might just explode

Driving me towards death, lock and load

Soon gone you won’t remember

Your memory will get denser

Ghosts laugh pathetic being

My life has no meaning

This is it

My fear is growing

What will I loose?

Shall I laugh or cry

Who am I?

Where am I going?

It’s time to choose

Live or die

I think I am losing my mind

Sanity leaving me behind

There are no more words to say

Don’t try to make me stay

I fail

Slowly rotting

Inside I bleed

Restless, can’t focus

Wide awake, can’t sleep

This pain I cannot take

This is it

My fear is growing

What will I loose?

Shall I laugh or cry

Who am I?

Where am I going?

It’s time to choose

Live or die

This is it

My fear is growing

What will I loose?

Shall I laugh or cry

Who am I?

Where am I going?

It’s time to choose

Live or die