Press Harder - GemStones

Press harder, press harder

Just hold on, just hold on

I believe everything happens for a reason

And everything that’s gon' evolve will happen in its season

The sun revolves, I’m just happy to be breathin'

Will my search for happiness and hope that shadows all the grievin

My heart patterns every time she say she leavin'

God we failed at marriage probably cause we stopped believin'

I’m not embarrassed, proud of all of my achievements

Lent from all the dirty floors I fall upon to repent

I’m calling on the Lord, but as of recent

Feel like I’m just talking on the floors with my knees bent

Cause I ignore the signs He presents

And turn around and straight ignored the ones He resent

Hoodies underneath my coat that hang knee length

The safety pin stands for hope that was just re-bent

Like a soul that needs to be quenched and deep wrenched to be drenched

Forever seek strength, blind elephant

The pressures of this album got me stressed

Soon as I think the flood is gone here comes another test

This writers block is bugging to my flesh

I can’t connect, tough to I come up with something I don’t rest

Thirteen hours at that table I reflect

On a praying conversation sitting in the car with x

Complaining to him about the whys and whos that had me stressed

He said get comfortable with being uncomfortable you being stretched

Like longitude which constitutes the East from West

Or blind mesus behind you moving fingers up your neck

Can’t even chill without some cat who rhyme that’s screaming lets connect

But chop and field the very moment you decline they lose respect

Its so surreal 99% of the time I’m too depressed

If I don’t answer when you blowing up my line just shoot a text

Know you ill when you don’t know the gift from God that you posses

And folks are thrilled by stuff that you once said is fire, but in reject

Blind elephant

At times I feel alone

As if I don’t belong

It gets lonely at times

When all my strength is gone and I can’t carry on

I stretch my wings to open and fly

And fly x2

And I wear my safety pin x3