Second Guessing - Get Scared

So I sit here

Rotting from inside

Now watch me sit dear

Severing my ties just ask me why

I am ashamed to pave the way

My self reluctance is to blame

Will anybody save me I’m afraid

What if I’m broken

What if I cannot win this fight

Would you believe me

Or just leave me here to die

And honestly it’s hard to see

The future that’s in store for me

I’m broken

Second guessing all that’s keeping me alive

Don’t believe a word I say

I crave the ways I’ve been

I’d be lying to myself

If I said I’m free from this

Without the need of agony

It’s bringing out the worst of my own faith

Will anybody save me I’m afraid

What if I’m broken

What if I cannot win this fight

Would you believe me

Or just leave me here to die

And honestly it’s hard to see

The future that’s in store for me

I’m broken

Second guessing all that’s keeping me alive

Well it feels like someone’s testing me

And it’s easier said than done to be so calm

But I know that you’re watching me

What if I’m broken

What if I cannot win this fight

Would you believe me

Or just leave me here to die

And honestly it’s hard to see

The future that’s in store for me

I’m broken

Second guessing all that’s keeping me alive

Second guessing all that’s keeping me alive