i'll die anyway. - girl in red

I think back to when

Life was good, I was content

But it’s been so many years

I can’t remember how it feels

I reach for me but I’m not there

It’s so lonely but who cares

It’s fine, it’s okay

I’ll die anyway

I reach for me but I’m not there

I always wonder why I’m here

It’s fine, it’s okay

I’ll die anyway

I guess I could say

I’ve learned to live this way

But it’s still hard to find

Reasons to stay alive

Accepting I’m pointless

Isn’t the hardest

When it’s so

Completely obvious

My questions are countless

Looking for answers

So far I’m clueless

Go back to sleep

I reach for me but I’m not there

It’s so lonely but who cares

It’s fine, it’s okay

I’ll die anyway

I reach for me but I’m not there

I always wonder why I’m here

It’s fine, it’s okay

I’ll die anyway

I’ll die anyway

I’ll die anyway

I’ll die anyway

I’ll die anyway