December - Grieves

Take my hand, we’re going down to the water

The sound is cold and I can’t feel my…

Take my hand, yeah, we’re going down to the water

Yeah-yeah, yeah…

Fuck it, I’ve been told that I’m getting harder love

My dark shadow just followed all of my crumbs

Defining moments go deeper into the buzz

But I’m more aware now than I probably ever was

Funny, 'cause now I got the whole world watching

The crows wanna circle in the cold, I’m boxed in

I watch em sway like a pendulum in the crosswind

I found myself in the shitty maze that I’m lost in

Stop talking, I’m tryna level field up

Put the phone down and go face to face with a real one

It’s cold granite, stormwater in steel drums

Put a spigot in and let me know if you feel something

They told me I should pay for my sins

I can see the sharks coming from the size of their fins

If I don’t put it on the paper it goes inside of my skin

Either way it’s coming with me in the end, yeah

I followed the sound down

It was calling me under

It made me remember

It rained in December

Like, every day

I followed the sound down

It was calling me under

It made me remember

I’ve been feeling like I don’t know how to cope

My sick stomach just followed me through the snow

The dark hours get farther out of control

But I’m more awake now then you’d probably ever know

Funny, 'cause now I got the bright lights focused

And the wolves wanna watch me from the tree line posted

I watch 'em circle while moving in slow motion

This ain’t the effortless meal they’re used to approaching

Stop acting like you didn’t see all the signs up

Cut the bullshit and start prepping for when the time comes

Bonfires keep lighting the night sky up

I’m drunk off of too spirit inside my cup

I’m vexed, tell me what hell comes next

They gon' try to take you down a notch if left un-checked

I heard the sound from the river rushing over my head

Washing my debts, filling up the hole in my chest, like…

Take my hand we’re going down to the water

The sound is cold and I can’t feel my…

Take my hand, yeah, we’re going down to the water

Yeah-yeah, yeah…

I followed the sound down

It was calling me under

It made me remember

It rained in December

Like, every day

I followed the sound down

It was calling me under

It made me remember

(I followed the sound down)

Take my hand

(It was calling me under)

We’re going down to the water

Heard the sound from the river rushing over my head

Take my hand

(I followed the sound down)

We’re going down to the water

(It was calling me under)

Yeah