Faded - Grieves

Where the hell have I gone to

Why’s it got to be so motherfucking hard for me to call you?

Staying up late tryna to get it all straight

Every minute I’ve wasted

You were probably thinking I didn’t want to

That ain’t the case

15 years and that ain’t the case

Bad as it tastes

I’m the one to blame for putting up all the walls and demanding the space

And I just can’t take it these days, so far out

Want to bring it home, but I don’t know how (how?)

Yeah, man I don’t know how

Family could be something I don’t know 'bout

And I pushed you that far 'cause I got scared

Would’ve been hell but I could’ve said prayers

Should’ve been there and it’s not okay that your name is one thing I don’t know

how to say

Faded

Looking for the words that I could use to get to you

Don’t know how to say it

Faded

Hopefully it’s gettin' through

'Cause everything is faded

Lookin' for the words, ayy

And I don’t know how to say it

Faded

Hopefully it’s gettin' through

Because everything is faded

Where the hell did you go to

Why’d you make it so motherfuckin' impossible to go through?

Runnin' on fumes

Trying to follow your tune

We were runnin' around in circles

To the point that it was dangerous to know you

I could’ve reached out

15 years and I should’ve reached out

But I couldn’t find the person I was looking for

Even if I did I was scared that you would have been underneath in the ground

And I ran from that, ran from that

Too damn scared to take a chance with that

So the bags got packed, blood got cold, names got changed and your kids got

grown, grown

Lookin' at the phone with a broken heart

Tryna to keep a piece of what fell apart

Dark night and it’s not okay that your names one thing that I don’t know how to

say

Faded

Looking for the words that I could use to get to you

Don’t know how to say it

Faded

Hopefully it’s gettin' through

'Cause everything is faded

Lookin' for the words, ayy

And I don’t know how to say it

Faded

Hopefully it’s gettin' through

Because everything is faded